update 4/11

Had to write a update as my sister Sharon and brother in law Don can over to show the newest grand baby, who is 16 days old today. I got some pictures and was good to see them again. A very rare visit. Day is going good and very nice here , 78 out now at 2pm. Feeling good and now in a good mood and still very weak and need to rest again soon. Going to try anf blog more as my moods like me. 

Thursday update
Mood:  don't ask
JUst a short update i guess. It was a high of 94 today, the first real hot day for us this year. The power co. had the power off for 5 hours today to replace a power line. Brian and i want to Carls Jr to eat and them mom's house and he got her cooler running and i went to wal mart. Very warm inside now, 88 in and 93 out. I should have got the cooler going today and waiting until nex week as its going to be like 71 Monday so this is a early heat i think and one more cool down i think. Not in a good mood at all and really do not care anymore. Just making it past this day i guess. I hate getting out and it makes it hard to save money i need when the cuts come and for repairs here to come. Not sure how many times i will post here anymore. 

5:30pm
Will add a post from time to time. Today is going good. Was 75 and windy today. I copied all the paper work mom needed to take to her doctor in the morning. Sharon is taking her there and will get all the infor from the doctor. I am sure it is cancer, just can't ask mom about it , but i will on Monday after the visit.  Rosa had been baking today, banana bread and biskets for dinner. Slow cooked roast beef like every Sunday. Mom is not coming to dinner but will be here after to pick up papers and pictures and take Rosa to get milk and what not she needs fast from Vons i bet. Just posting when i want now and not sure how i will keep up, guess my moods will tell.

Ending blog
Mood:  happy
Stopping the blog i think at this point for now. I do not see the point. I do not think anyone reads or cares i have this and i do not see reading back on it at a later date. I might start in again. Just feel like giving up on everything now. Someday i might feel like bloging for something worth saying. I just keep seeing things going down hill with the state and the US and the world and just going to enjoy what time i have left and live with the cuts we get, but if they get too bad going to join with my disabled friends and end the people making the cuts and killing us off.

10:15 pm Saturday
Mood:  happy
I let the day go by and forgot to blog more today. Was a ok day i guess over all. Had chicken soup for dinner and mom did drive by to get some. Rosa is in her room on her computer now. She only missed 3 leg rubs so far and 2 sts checks, not real bad for her. I got my first snack. It was like 64 for a high today and windy, so i had to stay in. One more day of maybe some rain and wind and the weather gets better and 80-85 in 5 days or so. Time to call Tim and get the cooler fixed and going. Just staying busy with stuff and not doing much. Watched mostly news today and tonight. Breathing is bad and my chest has been hurting most of the day.  High pain now and over all not feeling the best, not sick and in a good mood i think.

1:50pm update
Mood:  happy
Doing good here, it's 64 and windy out now. Had a chicken eating right for lunch. Rosa is still sleeping so Brian is still doing my care like always. Getting some stuff doen today and got my dvd's copied and in the mail now and turned off World Of Warcraft for now, not playing so a waste of money this month and the gov, good old Jerry Brown is cutting my SSI again  the 15.00 the game cost and a 8. something % cut to my service hours so Rosa and Brian get a pay cut and medi-cal co pays go way up. Nice to cut and save California on the backs of the disabled :(  Now they been get the taxes they want or cut the schools a lot next and not anymore to me. I did my share over the last 2 -3 years now.   Need to pay the Sat bill still and emails friends and a lot of palces to get them going on stuff about the cuts and trying to get some work doing more web sites for some food money soon. Not big thing here is mail time, should just be a dvd in the mail, and maybe rent, only things i can think that are due now. Maybe Brian spotter scope that is late getting here. 

10:40am update
Mood:  happy
Had a good night last night. Had a hambuger patty and fries for dinner, enjoy the tv shows last night and even got to bed on time, wow. Rosa had 4 tall ones and i went to bed and got more sleep for once lol. Today is going good, just too cold and windy for me to get out today. It's 56 now and looks like a med wind now. Mom called to check on her paper work and i will get that copied and she is coming to get soup to go tonight for her and her friend Jenny is in town for most of this week. I am breathing so so and pain is like a 6 so far today. Getting a list of stuff done today and coping my movies to send back before mail runs

5:45pm update
THe day is going ok. Only down one leg rub, pt  and stat check so far. Not going to worry about it. Maybe i will get one with dinner. It's hamburger night, not sure what i will have yet. I bet mom is not coming over tonight. Watching the last of my news shows on MSNBC now and then NBC news and Bill Maher at 7pm, Being Human at 8pm and Fringe at 9pm. So some good shows on tonight. Have 2 dvd's to copy tonight, one for Robi and not sure of the other movie now. Over all in a good mood and had two little eye rest and not as tired. Breathing is very poor and pain is high right now. Going to take pills i think now. Trying to stay busy with stuff but not getting a lot done. 

1:40pm update
Mood:  happy

Doing ok here and had a 7 min eye rest and feel even better. Had sweet and sour for lunch and Rosa did go with mom to the post office. Watching my last news show and need a 2 and 4 pm show still lol. Working on a few things, doing good on stat checks and pt leg rubs, but Brian is due to be off soon. Rosa is doing something in her room, not sure resting or what now. Got her loan in the mail today and a dvd for Brian i copied and just have to copy paper work for mom and done with all that stuff. Lungs are hurting a lot and legs are getting bad. Over all pain is high from the weather and my fingers and hands hurt the most. 

11am update
Mood:  don't ask
Looks like my blog last night got ate up and did not post or something. Had a ok day yesterday and got some stuff done and all my PT and stat checks from Brian and so so from Rosa. Had my Just Grill it left over bowl for lunch and a eating right turkey dinner. Was cool and little windy last night, high of 64.  Watched a few shows last night and news and my 2 late night shows. So got to bed too late again, i need to get a early night sometime soon. Logged on today and Diane's girl was on her yahoo and said her mom got hit by a car wed. Not sure how bad she is , but with everything wrong with her before, i am sure i will never see her here, so closing that off now and just try not to worry about her. Doing so so now and not going to be a happy day at all. It's 55 now and clouds and could rain anytime, it was wet out when i got up Brian said and had rained. Mom is trying Rosa to the post office in less than a hour after she gets her hair fixed and has some papers for me to copy for her. It's her medical stuff to take to her doctor and a copy for Sharon. I am going to make a copy for me also. My best guess is the new doctor mom is going to next week so for cancer :(   have to guess here as mom has not said for sure, but i can read it right i am sure. My stats are good, but high pain and my fingers will not type right today at all. Breathing is very poor so far. Watching my news all day until 2pm and look for a show after that.  Well going to try and do something and trying harder to keep up on my blog.